2 posts tagged “nine inch nails”
I meant to write about this early, but I had a dream that I was on some sort of talent show, similar to American Idol. I had picked and was practicing a song that fit. Something I could make mine.
That song was
Nine Inch Nails - Hurt
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
When a dream like this comes by. It actually freaks me out a little.
Lately, I've been thinking about how I've started to or have become distant with a lot of friends. a...lot...of...friends! In real life. None of it is personal, there are no wars, arguments, no hate at all. It's just a matter of geography, time, place, and having something to talk about. I'm hoping this will change soon. It's got to, I think that dream was my subconscious mocking me.