1 post tagged “life excitement”
What most excites you about the way you're living your life right now?
It's hard to get excited about anything. If my project at work turns out to be successful, I would be excited. If they offered me a full time position, I would be excited. If I made a wage people in my role usually would, I would be excited. If I had "my shit" together, I'd be excited. I'm working on that though.
I've been broken a a couple of times. I have gotten excited for good reason and nothing ever had become of it. My past career, 'girls' I thought I loved who ended up undeserving, the fruits of 4 years of hard work after going back to college, the loss of my father... Other battles and disappointments, ect. I just don't get excited with life. I have been living to see the end of one day after the next. If something good becomes of it, great! Otherwise, whatever.
I do get excited over stupid shit like cd releases and simple things. I feel excitement for others, but I've been burnt too much and so far as "faith that the good things in life will come", I've become a bit of an atheist.
