3 posts tagged “hpholiday2”
Share your favorite holiday song.
Believe it or not, I am not too crazy about holiday music. I can't even think of one exception. I was burnt out at a young age. I don't mind having to listen to it, but I don't own a single holiday tune. This is probably the only thing I have that even mentions "holiday".
Show us your favorite thing about this time of year.
I was looking for a picture with google picture... But I ran across this site:
http://www.yogalifestyle.com/CAShakti.htm
That's one interesting calendar.
Show you something I love about this time of year? That'd be hard. It's the color of the season... All the houses, lights, displays, events, and other things that color this otherwise cold and bland month. Even Hailey (otherwise referred to as MAO) has gotten in on the act!
Show us what you hope Santa brings you.
I can't show you. I don't really want a thing. I do want many things, but I try not to ask for them... I gave that up the year I got a few shirts I still haven't worn. I just want to wake up and have people open up and enjoy the gifts I've given them.
What I really want? I want my life to kind of fall into a near perfect place. I want to be offered a sweet job with good pay. I want to go a long stretch of time without a feeling of dread or loathing when I wake up and face spending 8 hours wishing that time move by at the speed of light so I can get on with my life. Don't get me wrong, I don't want a job that would become my life, I want a job that I wouldn't mind sharing my life with. I should be appreciative that I am employed, if by a thread, contingent on the fact that no one else is willing to do all that is my job for less than what I get paid; however, I find myself clock watching, waiting for the 'other' shoe to fall, and wishing I had went down a different path in life. It sucks and for the time being, there isn't much I can do about it. Move laterally or take a rung down the ladder. fuckitall.
Let me modify my request: perhaps I can find some peace to dissipate this feeling of dissatisfaction with the course of my life so far... I don't know. Sometimes I wonder if all this is in my head? Some seem to agree that it isn't, so i suppose it couldn't be. Maybe i should ask for a dose of blissful ignorance to help obscure how I believe I'm underpaid and over educated and I've made a few bad decisions in my life? It'd be nice to be a happy go lucky fool for a while.
So santa, I find myself sitting on your lap asking for what you can't give me... A Life. You senile, whiskey soaked, cookie stealing son-of-a-bitch. ;)
BTW: Thanks ahead of time for the coal! It'll go a long way this winter in keeping me warm 'coz I can't afford to pay the heating bill all by myself!
