A longer day would be nice...
I wanted this track to have the artwork attached... But oh well.
I'm tired. Aside from working, I spent part of today trying to get my car fixed. The place where I usually take it to, Pep Boys, couldn't do it. some of the clamps holding the exhaust have broke and it needs a fix/soldering. The mechanic who worked on it worked at the shop when I worked there and he took the time to show me the damage and let me know that the next place i take it to... Any place... Will want to steer me towards buying a whole new system. Fat chance. Solder that shit, bitches... I'm not of infinite resources!
Aside from that, I'm preoccupied with a mess of things. Some things have bummed me out a lot. Things from my past that -are done- and there's not going back and fixing them. There's no chance at any fix, no sorries, ect. It's shit that I think is basically a product of the times, places, and what not... I'm powerless. I'm not keen on regret and sorrow. I just hope "who I am" can make up for "who I was". Maybe karma will let me make up for it some how. Maybe I already have. Maybe who ever brought it all back in my face shouldn't have waited so long to cast some light on it
My fingernails are long and unbitten. My change of diet is steadily taking root. I'm eating a ton of fruit. Switching out some coffee and replacing it with unsugared caffeinated tea blends (thats not going over too big, though, I like tea). The next part of myself i'm going to work on breaking has to do with my physical being. I have no doubt it'll happen gradually (as in a way it already has).
I'm tired. Aside from working, I spent part of today trying to get my car fixed. The place where I usually take it to, Pep Boys, couldn't do it. some of the clamps holding the exhaust have broke and it needs a fix/soldering. The mechanic who worked on it worked at the shop when I worked there and he took the time to show me the damage and let me know that the next place i take it to... Any place... Will want to steer me towards buying a whole new system. Fat chance. Solder that shit, bitches... I'm not of infinite resources!
Aside from that, I'm preoccupied with a mess of things. Some things have bummed me out a lot. Things from my past that -are done- and there's not going back and fixing them. There's no chance at any fix, no sorries, ect. It's shit that I think is basically a product of the times, places, and what not... I'm powerless. I'm not keen on regret and sorrow. I just hope "who I am" can make up for "who I was". Maybe karma will let me make up for it some how. Maybe I already have. Maybe who ever brought it all back in my face shouldn't have waited so long to cast some light on it
My fingernails are long and unbitten. My change of diet is steadily taking root. I'm eating a ton of fruit. Switching out some coffee and replacing it with unsugared caffeinated tea blends (thats not going over too big, though, I like tea). The next part of myself i'm going to work on breaking has to do with my physical being. I have no doubt it'll happen gradually (as in a way it already has).
